Back to...

So I'm back, and today it's a different day... it's been more than four months since I published my first post, which has been read by 3 people... And I just can find that amazing.
It's been four months... and I remember that day perfectly well... four months have passed, so quick, everything goes quick... even bad moments... people say time flies when you are having fun and it goes slow when you're not enjoying yourself... well... I must be having fun all the time because my more than quarter of century of life has flown.

So here I am, throwing up thoughts again... I don't know... and I don't know the things that are unkown to me, so how can I know how many things I don't know. Ignorance is infinite. Blessed Ignorance.

Recently I had the chance of holding a just born baby, she was sleeping and she was doing faces, she looked like if she was smiling, surprised, upset... What can a one day old baby dream about, which are their experiencies, memories? How do they perceive a new world? What kind of stimulus are we sending to these new and blank brains? Let's be careful please...

Also, I think I may be falling in love... or maybe I just have a crush... or maybe it's just lust... or maybe it's just admiration towards this person... or a mix of all it plus hormons... anyway, the thing is that I like the feeling, feeling so conciously stupid is great. Love never lasts, and that scares me, I'm scared of not being able to love someone forever... But I'll try to ignore this fact, and be happy for as long as it lasts. I feel happy.

Today someone I don't know called me to ask me about something I didn't know. I hanged up the phone. I am sorry. I should have simply said: 'I'm sorry, I don't know it'.

... speak to you soon.

First and last post? Why am I doing this?

Sometimes I think I am crazy, then I wonder what is being insane and what is being sane, and who decided that and based on what; therefore I wonder why I should accept something even when I have no clue about it... Should I accept it and take it as a reality just because there are I-don't-know-how-many scientific studies or trials or hypotesis or things saying and assuring the ABC is being sane and XYZ is being insane?
Well... "The earth was flat if you went too far you would fall off
Now the earth is round if the shape change again
Everybody woulda start laugh" (Damian Marley - Patience)
You see... I started writing this just to share some thoughts (and because I was studying and at this moment anything is for me better than studying) and now I am going crazy, and you (if someone ever happens to read this) are probably either going crazy as well or opening your mind.
I hope it is the second option. And I hope you, and we all, start being more aware of THE REALITY.
I have lo leave, I am going to a bbq... Maybe I will vomit some thoughtS here other day, or maybe no.
In any case, be happy :)